Pushing Foward....

Ahhh....Finally beat the new scale difference and some. Being so close to 300 lbs I sometimes get this anxious and fearful feeling combined where I feel like it's impossible or I can't make it or something. Now, I know I can do it...I clearly have done it thus far, but it is that whisper in your ear, that negativity, that satan-like "to and fro reaking havoc" type of lie. So, I have to talk to myself sometimes (that's ok right? as long as I don't answer?....answer much...lol) and tell myself that I know can do this. I go down a list of things in my head that I started and conquered in my life even when others may not have believed. I am a walking success story...so I apply that to this goal too. No more hovering and pretending like that's ok. I must push forward. I'm coming for you teens of the 300s...I'm coming! I'm 322.8. S/N : Happy Bday to the luv of my life.